...is that Mike's body created it's own ability to
divert the needed blood flow to circulate around the blockage and take up the
slack for the now gone and useless artery.
At this point I have to say last night was the worst for both of
us. He could not articulate anything he
thought or wanted to say to me. He
couldn't follow the commands for the "speech" part of testing his
abilities every few hours. Moving arms
and legs were a breeze - touching his nose and the doctor's finger was no big
deal for Mike to handle. It was the
talking beyond yes and no that was his biggest challenge. My heart broke every time he tried, ending
with shaking his head and in tears. We
only heard "It won't" or "I can't" through each
testing. I witnessed a man who has
always known his way around a computer let a piece of paper with
"passwords" come between him and success. The only man on earth who was able to tame
this wild girl I call myself was totally lost in a world of wanting to say
something expected for hope of recovery.
And he couldn't - there was nothing I could do for my husband but wait
for him. As the night grew longer Mike
grew worse. I had said something that
actually drew a spontaneous laugh out of my husband during that harshness. As happy as I was to hear him laugh out loud
I realized that the right side of his face was no longer responding. And we still had not heard back from the
Specialist. Today was a very long day,
but somehow Mike was improving with each tick of the clock. I think every Therapist in the hospital
showed up in our room! But, it paid off
with both sides of his smile. His face
was back to normal and he was able to say what he remembered more readily, but
with one exception... Everybody was born
in 2000 something!!! LOL!!! We were instantly all young again! We could work with that if only the
Specialist would show up with the bottom line prognosis. And that took all day long. The man had "business hours" it
seemed. We were bottom of the list and he was wrapping up "his" day with "us" and our unanswered questions that had been burning through the night and into today. The Specialist put Mike through the paces again. Yes - there was still some lasting signs of his stroke, but no more paralysis of his face. Yes - over time he will recover with a more rapid response time. Yes - the blockage was permanent, but no operation would be forthcoming. Yes - Mike would be on medication to help his blood circulate easier. No - there should not be any lasting effects from this stroke after a period of time relative to Mike on his own volition. YES - ALL OF YOURS AND OUR PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED!!! The following video is dedicated to my husband, Mike Burnett...
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